Aaron

Last night i went bowling with my boyfriend Aaron his cousin Drew,my best friend Amber her boyfriend John [ugh], her brother Patrick, my brother Logan, and this girl that no one really likes but she came anyway named Tonya. I had a lot of fun until John started getting obnoxious. My dad and step-mom were there though and it made Aaron even more nervous. But anyways my brother tells everyone "I can't believe she's dating him" and people ask why and he says "Cause of how he looks." I'm not one of those people that are all hung up on looks. Plus Aaron is really cute, to me. I know his personality and that makes him sooo much cuter to me. I think the littlest things he says are so cute and he always makes me happy, even when he calls me and wakes me up. I think we're really cute together, but that's just my opinion(: by the way that's an awful picture of me but its the only one of us I have. Oh and he's not that much taller than me he was up a step haha.

Favorites

Here are a few of my favorite things

1. color- purple
2. food- applesauce
3. book- Perfect Chemistry
4. band- Hollywood Undead
5. soda- Diet Mountain Dew
6. basketball team- UK
7. store- Aeropostale
8. person to talk to- Aaron
9. number- 13
10. sports- basketball and UFC
11. make-up- mascara
12. car- Camaro
13. flower- daisy
14. word- bubbly
15. UFC fighter- Georges "Rush" St-Pierre
16. type of cuisine- Italian
17. season- autumn
18. brand of shampoo- Dove
19. gum- 5
20. bath and body works fragrance- pearberry
21. other fragrance- Ralph Lauren Rocks
22. resteraunt- Olive Garden
23. movie- Miracle Run
24. musical- Greece
25. club at school- CEC
26. article of clothing- my Aeropostale jacket with the plaid hood
27. TV show- Grey's anatomy
28. electronic device- cell phone
29. smiley- =D
30. animal- penguin

Celebrity Crushes

Here are a few of my celebrity crushes.


Oliver James he was in Raise Your Voice

Channing Tatum from Step Up, Dear John and GI Joe

Chace Crawford from Gossip Girl

If you really knew me...

If you really knew me you'd know these 20 things:

1. I am terrified of spiders, clowns, and large birds.

2. I have no patience for people that walk slow in front of me.

3. I'm rarely serious.

4. I'm protective of people I care about

5. My best friend died when I was 13.

6. My mom and I do not get along, at all.

7. I'm really outgoing

8. I'm really loud

9. When I get mad it's a little scary.

10. I use the "f " word more than I should

11. I love singing, and I do so loudly and randomly

12. I'm the queen of procrastination.

13. I love applesauce.

14. I always whipe my pizza off before I eat it.

15. I hate feet.

16. I'm one of the most sarcastic people you'll ever meet.

17. I love thunderstorms, but I hate the wind.

18. My socks never match, but they'r never plain white either.

19. I listen to my ipod way to loud.

20. I spend hours on the phone with my boyfriend talking about nothing.

Drama.

This past Saturday my boyfriend Aaron and I went to the movies. My parents made my brother Logan tag along and Aaron's cousin Drew came along as well. We had a good time, Logan and Drew sat a few seats away from us so it wasn't awkward or anything. Well yesterday Drew decided to stir up more drama than he already had. He told Aaron that he liked me. Not just liked me but liked me. Get what I mean? And Aaron and I have made plans to hang out this Saturday. Drew invited himself. He told Aaron he was going. He didn't ask he told him. This happened when I'd gotten off the phone to eat dinner. When I called Aaron back he sounded upset. He told me what Drew said. Then he said, I think he's trying to steal you away from me. He sounded so sad and it broke my heart. I was so mad at Drew. We sat in silence for a few seconds. I wanted to say something but it was sooooo cliche, but I decided to say it. I told him "that will never happen, cause I love you, not him." He perked up after that. He told me he wasn't worried anymore and that Drew wasn't coming, he said "he thinks he is, buuut he's not." Anyway, his cousin has caused so much drama this past two weeks it's crazy. First he told Aaron I was using him and I didn't really care about him and all this. Then he told me the same lies about Aaron. He was trying to break us up. Now he's trying this crap. I'm sick of it, I'll put up with him, because I love Aaron but he needs to stay on my good side or he'll be sorry. Aaron chooses me over him all the time, he's not going to win this.

Who's to say what's normal?

Normality differs from person to person. What I believe is normal, someone else may not. No one can classify exactly what normal is, because no one really knows what it is. I don't believe that there is one "normal" person out there. We all have our differences, our own quirks. To us these things are "normal", but to someone else they are abnormal. We see someone acting a certain way and say that it's not normal. How can we say that? When we are not normal ourself. No one is normal, therefore no one can say what is and isn't normal.

Girl Language

Heres a little list of tips for guys on understanding girls

boy: "you want me to let you go"
girl: "you don't have to"
what girl really means: "No but I don't wanna force you to talk to me even though I really want to talk to you"



boy: "Are you okay"
girl: "Mhm I'm fine"
what girl really means: "I'm not fine, I'm just testing you to see if you care enough to try and figure out what's wrong."
this is where the guy should say, "Are you sure?" NOT "Oh ok"





** If a girl is being very short and giving a guy one to two word answers, they've most likely upset her in some way and should, tactfully, try and figure out what it was they did wrong. Admitting their wrong is a good first step. Not getting too defensive is as well.**

**Another little hint, we prefer to be called pretty or beautiful, instead of hot**

**Just because we don't call you doesn't mean we don't want to talk; we want you to call first**

**You will never know when but we do play head games with you**

**If you're out in public with your girl it is NEVER under any circumstances acceptable to check out another girl. Even if you think we don't notice we do, and it hurts**

**We love it when you hold our hand, come up behind us unexpectedly and put your arms around us**

**We love random cute IM's, texts, or emails. They make our day**

Blind Optimism or Stupidity?....Stupidity

So I've come to realize that, I'm wasting my time waiting on a guy that most likely was just using me. We've been talking for nearly a month and he still hasn't asked me out. Half the time he acts like we're just buddy's anyway. This other guy came along though and he helped me through the issues I was having with C. He's been really sweet to me and he makes me laugh. I'm starting to really like him. I've given C chance after chance after chance. I'm all about waiting for someone, but I have my limits and he's just not worth the trouble he's causing me.

Trust

I don't trust many people, quickly. Usually it takes me a while to get a read on them and figure out if I want to open up to them. If I get even the slightest feeling that the minute my back is turned they're going to tell other people I trusted them with, I won't tell them anything that I want to keep private. And then there's the people that I really really really want to believe. I want to think they're not lying to me just to get want they want, but I still get the gut feeling that says, "Shelbey they're lying don't believe them." There are very few people that I've trusted right from the start. Alex, Amber, Yvonne, Marley, Katie, and Ashley. That's all, out of all of my friends and all the people I've met in my life they were the only ones I could tell right off I could trust. Just recently though, I found another person. Chris. And it's not just because I really like him that I feel like I can trust him. It was the other day when we were in Mrs. Dilback's room. We were sitting on the desks and I leaned to far in mine and it tipped. He reached out and grabbed me and prevented me from falling on my butt. He made sure I was okay and laughing before he started laughing and picked up the desk. I was embarrassed but when he told me not to worry about it, everything was fine. At that point, for some reason I felt 100% sure I could trust this guy. It's nice having that feeling.

Temptation

We face temptation everyday. This week has been full of temptation, for me. Some I've given into and others I haven't. Even though I know that some of the things probably aren't good, I still think that the benefits of it far outweigh the negatives. I'm not going to go into detail or anything, because it's too complicated. It's nothing illegal or anything like that, but it's my private life and my own decisions. I was not able to overcome the temptation to talk to Chris instead of doing my pre-calc homework. Now, if I don't finish it in the next hour, I'll be referred out of the class, which would not be a good thing, at all. But anyways, temptation is all around us, sometimes we're strong enough to not give in but most cases we give in.