Personal Characterization

Glossy almost amber walls enclose her small room. A single mahogany door locks out unwelcome visitors. On two adjacent walls there are two windows covered in violet celestial beads. Her mirror is lined with purple beaded and sequined lace. When she peers into the mirror and eyes of blue stare back, she is sad. If they are grey, she is sick. On most days though they are a greenish-blue with yellow flecks this is when she is happiest. Whatever the color her brunette bangs always partially cover the left eye. Her phone always sits on the desk placed directly in front of the mirror. Whenever it rings her mouth opens in a broad smile, she knows it is the one who makes her happiest calling. She watches herself sometimes while she talks to him. She can see the joy and happiness he brings. Her eyes will always brighten even more and her smile would broaden even greater. Her ski-slope nose crinkles when he giggles at his silly jokes. When he compliments her, her cheeks turn rosy. She turns to lay on her spacious violet clad bed. She takes a look around. The slightly dusty baseboard and trim is mahogany to match the door. It is an organized mess. Areas are cluttered and unkempt but she always knows exactly where to find things. It’s just like her personality. She can be scatter brained in times of stress. In those times she’ll often forget what she’s saying midway through a sentence. Her bed reflects her in so many ways. It’s cluttered but soft. She has a lot going on all the time and have a lot on her mind but she’s always kind and thoughtful. The walls are lined with what makes her world go round, posters of music and memories with friends. Her inner child is revealed by looking inside her eggplant desk drawers. Inside there are coloring books and crayons, markers and glue, construction paper and the likes. Stuffed animals line her mahogany shelves, memorabilia from her childhood. A booming bass can be heard almost always from her speakers, her way of shutting out the world.

ell-ohh-vee-eee

I had an amazing time with Aaron today. I went over to his house at noon and stayed until 6:30. Six straight hours all alone with him, well his family was there but they were in and out all day. We spent all day cuddling on the couch watching movies it was amazing. He's the first boyfriend that wants to take it slow and I love it. It's more romantic this way. He finally kissed me...on the cheek, but it was cute and I loved it. I was soo nervous about meeting his family but I really liked them, I was pretty quiet and shy though because I wanted them to like me. I hope they did. Anyway I had a great time. I love him ♥

I'm Pumped

It's warm outside again! This makes me so unbelievably happy. I love warm weather. I'm hanging out with Aaron Saturday and that makes me excited. Then Monday I get my braces off! The ACT is over and my stress level has gone down soo much. I'm in such a good mood now, Aaron can tell he's like you sound really really happy now. I'm like that's cause everything's going right now. I love life

I can't figure out why my best friend won't break up with her boyfriend. It's so obvious he's cheating on her but she still keeps him. He makes her cry all the time and she still keeps him. Okay get this he has a tux to match a purple dress because his "friend" Tonya's dress is purple so he told Amber she had to get a purple dress. He's on probation for breaking into a church, he's an 18 year old high school drop out who doesn't have a job nor does he want want, he doesn't even have his permit. Amber pays for everything. He always puts her down. Aaron, my boyfriend, who is nice to everyone and gets along with everyone can't stand him. Doesn't that point that somethings wrong.

ACT stress

I'm like freaking out about the ACT. My mom said that I have to get at least a 26. I mean I think I can do really well but I really want a 26-28. Aaron tells me not to worry and that I'll do fine. Everytime he says it I say but what if I don't get a 28 and he said "I'll still love you." It makes me feel at ease, but only while I'm talking to him. Sitting here in class the little voice inside my head has gone into overdrive saying, "28, 28, 28, 28, 28, 28" I can't wait to get this over with. I'll feel so much better after tomorrow.

I got it bad

Wow. I never thought it was possible to be this crazy about one person. When I'm with Aaron nothing else matters. I'm happy as a clam. Saturday we spent all day together and he held my hand the entire time. I love him so much. I can be myself around him and not worry about what he thinks. We've only been together for a few weeks but I love him. I think about him constantly. I mean that, there's not one second that I'm not thinking about him. I miss him all day at school. If I could lay in bed and talk to him all day I would. When I think about him I get those butterflies and I love it. He treats me like I'm made of glass. He keeps me calm when I'm angry. He's respectful of my family. He's so amazing. I'm very blessed and I thank God every day that he's in my life.

The Dead Poets Society

I love that movie. It was really good. Their teacher was really cool and went against the school rules and boundaries. Then the kids that carried on the little club and how it helped each one of them change. One guy found the courage to pursue the girl of his dreams. The other conquered his low self esteem. Neil's passion was acting. His father was against it. He went into a play behind his fathers back. Then his father pulled him out of his school and told him he was going to military school and then to med school. This is what pushed him over the edge and caused him to comit suicide. The school blamed it on the new teacher and his unorthodox teaching methods. The end was really cool. I loved when the teacher came to get his personal belongings and Todd stands on the desk and says "Captain o Captain" the poem they first read in his class. Then other students followed suit. It was really cool.